Monday night I got asked out of the clear blue sky at a meeting of self described 'Peace' advocates if I paid taxes? I was kind of drowsy from shift work I had just finished doing, and didn't really consider the fact that Jesus was asked just about the same question in his time, but by those he considered to be spies of the Roman Empire. I was being asked the question though from a self righteous and complacent 'Quaker' woman who was in the process of giving me her idea of a litmus test, for whether I would be allowed by her and her husband to be in one local antiwar grouplet here in Colorado Springs called the PPJPC? I failed her test when I answered that I did indeed pay taxes (too much so IMO), and my statement that it was so was soon followed by a self righteous and complacent harangue about her opinion that the woman and her 'leader' husband did not pay 'war' taxes and that that was that and why did I not do as they do? The implication was that I should just shut up and let them run things in the group and keep my mouth shut up for good. Why? Well because I pay my taxes! Further I was told at the meeting by the Pikes Peak Justice and Peace Commission that I was not ever going to be considered a member of the group, no matter what. I was told that I gave neither time nor money to the group!, and that I was out of it in their eyes because I had written previously in the local press about how the leader of the group had called the cops on us for trying to hold a meeting to plan antiwar activities outside the locked doors of the group's offices. "All those bad things you said about us of the PPJPC!" Locked out, because as members of the group we wanted some democracy inside an organization that has but one pretend membership meeting per year and is run by salaried office folk who want to be small business adminstrators instead of anything much else! I have been told too that I must sign onto some sort of 'adherence' statement to the 'non-violence' aim of the group. Further the religious pacifists running the show have stated to the press that I and others, too, do not adhere to their Christian motivated 'nonviolence', implying to the police and press that we are time bombs about to go off! Meanwhile, they continually invite representatives of the police to 'meetings' with themselves so that they can supposedly make their events more 'nonviolent', I guess? A hug here, a handshake there, and let us know what you want us to do, Peace Officers? So back to the question of whether it